I miss you so badly
Love was all that I needed to live
And I found it there in your heart
But I lost it in a haze of events
For you left me without a word
In a world with all but compassion
I tried so hard not to cry
Because I knew you hated to see me cry
But the pain my soul was enduring was overwhelming
For it had lost its heart
I miss you
I miss you so badly
I hope I will see you again one day
I know it will be in heaven
A beautiful place full of hope and dreams
But until then
Everyday I think of you
And the day you slipped away from me
That day was the day I knew my life had changed forever
The only thing that soothes my soul
Is when I talk to you within my mind
Hoping that you can hear me
The only thing I heard from the day you slipped away from me
Was the sound of my howling soul
It has been in pain
For its heart was ripped away from it
To this day do I hear my howling soul
All I can do is pray that the day I fly to heaven
Will come soon
Help
I try to help,
yet only seem to hurt you even more,
not knowing what to say,
I sit there in silence,
I say I’m sorry,
you tell me to leave you alone,
it hurts,
not knowing what to say,
why can’t I be there for you,
like you were for me,
I just don’t know how to,
to help you,
I wish you would tell me how I could,
give me a hint,
a suggestion,
anything,
just talk to me,
I know you are sad,
and probably mad,
yet you just sit there,
seeing you like this hurts me,
seeing people sad, specially my friends,
always makes me sad,
where is the smile you used to have?
why isn’t it around?
people miss that smile.
Killing Me
Your killing me
Your ripping me apart
You walked into my life one day
and now I know nothing but pain
I tryed so hard not to let you in
your good looks was the start
of our terrible sin
I could take this razor and
cut you out
but your here so deep in my heart
my soul has withered
from all our pain
there is no peace for me
my tears have all dried up
there is no sleep
there is no escape for me
from the evil that is you
I wish you would
just leave me alone
take your pain and go
let me find the pieces
of my life
that you have scattered everywhere
the pieces that were once me.
Salt in the Wound
Already broken, breaking again.
Take some salt, rub it in.
You said those words, you meant them too
But now I’m left with the ghost of you,
Haunting my thoughts, strangling my heart
I don’t know that I could ever restart.
I gave you so much and you gave in return
But now I watch as it all burns.
Take it back, every sentiment
I don’t want to hear how you really meant it
Stop spewing all your lies
Tell me the truth I can see in your eyes
Then leave me be so I can heal
And peddle your heart-break anywhere but here.
Love that kills
There was a boy I liked so well,
He liked me too, I could tell,
He stolen my heart away from me,
And now he wants to set it free,
He likes another girl you see,
As he sat her upon his knee,
And told her sweet nothings he never told me
I ran home crying that very night,
There was no one there to comfort me,
So the staris I climbed up to my room,
This was where I was to meet my doom
When mother arrived later on that night,
She searched for me left and right,
The stairs she climbed,
My door she broke,
To find me hanging from a rope,
Although she tried to cut me down,
My deap coarpse fel, to the ground
Now you see I loved you so,
It’s too late now I’m gone,
I hop I haunt you in your dreams,
For everything ou’ve done to me.
