Dont do it
Dont say hello when you mean good bye,
dont say its the truth when its the lie.
Dont hold my hand when you really wanna let go,
dont say you have matured when you did not grow,
dont hug me when you really wanna beat me,
dont say you read me like a book when you cant even see,
dont say you love me when you really loathe me,
dont say you wanna be there but you never cared,
dont come to my funeral say I’ll be missed,
when all you feel when im dead is nothing but bliss,
dont worry I wont be there,
I know dont care so now its fair,
Live on your life while I end mine,
dont you worry about me in the dark because im never fine.
I know you never loved me it was too good to be true,
As yours was never there as mine grew.
I’ll find a way to make you smile,
even if im dead or gone for a while.
To the one i loved…
Once more time, again and again
Am hurt inside, left alone
Dying slowly with my soul
But it’s not something new to me
I’ve got used to a broken heart inside.
I run in the rain
So, no one would see my tears
I turn on the music so loud
So, no one would hear my screams
I’ve been trying so hard not to,
Show you my pain,
That i kept locked inside
Stucked on my own.
You’re not the one to blame
Maybe my screams just were not so high,
To reach you…
And now i only wish a simple thing
If you could hear my silnet scream
That’s calling you back to me,
To melt my frozen heart…
First Day of my Life
“This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home”
Love is our Life!
Love is a feeling we should never forget,
as love is the air that we are breathing.
Love for our life!
Love for all the being!
Love for our beloveds!
Love for all the small things we tend to forget!
Love is the light in the darkness that leads us back home.
Love is the shelter we need when everything seems to crumble down.
Love is the utmost pleasure and the deepest pain.
Love is the salvation and the end of being.
Love is our Life!
Please dont call me beautiful
Please don’t tell me I’m beautiful,
cause ugly’s all I see.
Please don’t say I’m beautiful,
and lie to me.
Please don’t tell me I’m skinny,
cause I know I’m fat.
Please don’t tell me I’m pretty,
cause I know I’m far from that.
Don’t you say I’m perfect,
cause I’ll never be.
Don’t you say you care,
cause i know you hate me.
Please don’t tell me I worry you,
just to put it in my face.
Please don’t tell me I’m good,
when I know I’m a disgrace.
Don’t tell me I’m faithful,
when I know I’m a fucking whore.
Don’t tell me you’ll never leave,
cause I know you’re going to walk out that door.
Please don’t tell me we’re meant to be,
cause for me there is no one.
And don’t you dare say you love me,
cause I know it can’t be done.
