Losing You…
Why are you so different?
You’re not who you used to be
And why am I so lonely,
When you’re right infront of me?
Something isn’t right,
I can see it in your eyes
I’m just trying to find
A truth behind the lies
You act like we’re so close
But we couldn’t be more far apart
And right now I can’t handle
Someone playing with my heart
Tell me that I’m dreaming,
Tell me our love’s still strong,
Tell me you’re not leaving,
Please tell me that I’m wrong
Tell me that everything
Is going to be just fine
Tell me you love me
And you’ll always be mine
Constantly, we’re fighting
It gets worse everyday
And I don’t want to stay
Just to watch you slip away
I only want to make you smile
But I only make you frown
I just want to make you happy
Seems all I do is bring you down
I’ve never felt so far away from you
And I need you here so bad
But I feel like we’ve already lost
Everything we ever had
Please tell me that I’m dreaming,
Tell me our love’s still true,
Tell me you’re not leaving,
I’d give up anything but you
But I don’t know you anymore
You’re not who you used to be
How can I miss you so much
When you’re right here with me?
I’ve never been
This scared before
And I can’t take this
Anymore
We fight, we try,
We scream, we cry,
We fake, we lie,
We say goodbye
Then you wrap your arms around me
And you look into my eyes
You tell me that you love me
And we both apologize
Then we pretend
That everything is ok
And it is, at least
For the rest of the day
The last time we did this
Was yesterday
And we said things would
Never be this way
But tomorrow we’ll do it
All over again
And right now it’s the worst
It’s ever been
Remember when we first met?
Remember our first kiss?
Remember those first couple years?
They weren’t anything like this
I keep telling myself,
It isn’t true
But deep down, I know
I’m losing you…
Won’t You Please Stay?
You’ve given me a rebirth
A second chance at childhood
A reason for naivaté
A reason to cry today
A reason to feel like the best
A reason to fall to my knees
A reason to appreciate rest
Won’t you stay with me, please?
A future that’s not bright without you
Can only crumble and crackle away
The wounds that can’t heal without you
They open anew every day
Won’t you stay with me please?
So my daydreams keep me calm
So my ultimate prize
I can still realize
Just like enlightened psalms
There’s nowhere else I’d rather be
Nothing else I’d rather do
No one else I’d rather see
A second chance to be with you
Do you know at this moment
What makes my tears swell?
Do you know right this minute
What describes my only hell?
Do you know, at this moment
That my life isn’t complete
Unless I’m conquering this distance
Unless my dear love, we will meet?
There is never a more fearful moment
There is never a scarier dream
Then the one that puts me without you
By some unfulfilling means
Not knowing what it means.
Don’t you dare let me go
Don’t you dare close your eyes
Don’t you dare turn your ear
Don’t you dare look to the skies
Because I am your true love
Not the clouds always moving
I’m the one whose thinking of
You, every moment I am living
Forget that and you’ll break my heart
Forget that and you’ll dig my grave
Forget that and you’ll tear apart
The very one that you should save
Don’t you want to save me?
Why don’t you want to save me?
Is it something that I did?
Is it…Something that I did???
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to take me with you!
I can’t stand this solitary darkness,
I’m lost in a world of shadows.
They have no warmth,
No tender embrace.
Just cold clutches and silent glances.
Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to talk to me!
I can’t bear to listen to the pulse of my blood,
The tapping of my heart on my chest.
I’m only alive enough to breathe,
But dead enough to be numb.
It’s just enough to remember
I’m empty, hollow and scared.
Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to love me!
I can’t cry until you’re here,
Until you tell me I’m real enough to cry. .
I don’t deserve the satisfaction of
Justification of my own faults.
I’m guilty of more than you know.
But don’t leave me with these
Flaws, they intensify
They magnify with loneliness.
Don’t leave me here,
I’m begging you to save me!
I just want you to hold me,
To rock me until the shadows fall away.
To pet my hair and calm my heart,
Tell me i’m not perfect
and i don’t have to be.
Tell me i’m lovely.
Tell me my fears are shallow
and have no root.
and tell me you won’t leave me.
Tell me you won’t leave me.
Tell me you won’t learn to hate me,
As i have.
Tell me you won’t desert me,
As others have.
Tell me i don’t have to be lonely.
