Dont do it
Dont say hello when you mean good bye,
dont say its the truth when its the lie.
Dont hold my hand when you really wanna let go,
dont say you have matured when you did not grow,
dont hug me when you really wanna beat me,
dont say you read me like a book when you cant even see,
dont say you love me when you really loathe me,
dont say you wanna be there but you never cared,
dont come to my funeral say I’ll be missed,
when all you feel when im dead is nothing but bliss,
dont worry I wont be there,
I know dont care so now its fair,
Live on your life while I end mine,
dont you worry about me in the dark because im never fine.
I know you never loved me it was too good to be true,
As yours was never there as mine grew.
I’ll find a way to make you smile,
even if im dead or gone for a while.
To the one i loved…
Once more time, again and again
Am hurt inside, left alone
Dying slowly with my soul
But it’s not something new to me
I’ve got used to a broken heart inside.
I run in the rain
So, no one would see my tears
I turn on the music so loud
So, no one would hear my screams
I’ve been trying so hard not to,
Show you my pain,
That i kept locked inside
Stucked on my own.
You’re not the one to blame
Maybe my screams just were not so high,
To reach you…
And now i only wish a simple thing
If you could hear my silnet scream
That’s calling you back to me,
To melt my frozen heart…
