First Day of my Life
“This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home”
Love is our Life!
Love is a feeling we should never forget,
as love is the air that we are breathing.
Love for our life!
Love for all the being!
Love for our beloveds!
Love for all the small things we tend to forget!
Love is the light in the darkness that leads us back home.
Love is the shelter we need when everything seems to crumble down.
Love is the utmost pleasure and the deepest pain.
Love is the salvation and the end of being.
Love is our Life!
Please dont call me beautiful
Please don’t tell me I’m beautiful,
cause ugly’s all I see.
Please don’t say I’m beautiful,
and lie to me.
Please don’t tell me I’m skinny,
cause I know I’m fat.
Please don’t tell me I’m pretty,
cause I know I’m far from that.
Don’t you say I’m perfect,
cause I’ll never be.
Don’t you say you care,
cause i know you hate me.
Please don’t tell me I worry you,
just to put it in my face.
Please don’t tell me I’m good,
when I know I’m a disgrace.
Don’t tell me I’m faithful,
when I know I’m a fucking whore.
Don’t tell me you’ll never leave,
cause I know you’re going to walk out that door.
Please don’t tell me we’re meant to be,
cause for me there is no one.
And don’t you dare say you love me,
cause I know it can’t be done.
I miss you so badly
Love was all that I needed to live
And I found it there in your heart
But I lost it in a haze of events
For you left me without a word
In a world with all but compassion
I tried so hard not to cry
Because I knew you hated to see me cry
But the pain my soul was enduring was overwhelming
For it had lost its heart
I miss you
I miss you so badly
I hope I will see you again one day
I know it will be in heaven
A beautiful place full of hope and dreams
But until then
Everyday I think of you
And the day you slipped away from me
That day was the day I knew my life had changed forever
The only thing that soothes my soul
Is when I talk to you within my mind
Hoping that you can hear me
The only thing I heard from the day you slipped away from me
Was the sound of my howling soul
It has been in pain
For its heart was ripped away from it
To this day do I hear my howling soul
All I can do is pray that the day I fly to heaven
Will come soon
Help
I try to help,
yet only seem to hurt you even more,
not knowing what to say,
I sit there in silence,
I say I’m sorry,
you tell me to leave you alone,
it hurts,
not knowing what to say,
why can’t I be there for you,
like you were for me,
I just don’t know how to,
to help you,
I wish you would tell me how I could,
give me a hint,
a suggestion,
anything,
just talk to me,
I know you are sad,
and probably mad,
yet you just sit there,
seeing you like this hurts me,
seeing people sad, specially my friends,
always makes me sad,
where is the smile you used to have?
why isn’t it around?
people miss that smile.
